Okay so i am going out with this awesome- ly amazing guy. He is very nice and always treats me with respect. (even if i do not deserve it.) I have no idea what i did to deserve him. Okay but the thing is, he was my older sisters boyfriend before he started dating me. I know... weird. But i really don't care. I am so happy that i am dating him. Ever since i have, my friends say that i have been happier, better to be friends with etc. I guess i have been better dating him then the other guys i have dated. OMG! The first one, Alex, didnt care about me, abused me and tried to sexually assult me once. The next one, Bruce, liked my best friend and was using me to make her jealous. The third one, Paul, he ended up being gay. After those, i kind of stopped. That was until Chris came along. He was my sisters best friends brother. OMG! He was pretty good at being a boyfriend. i was very happy with him until he met someone different and dumped me. Again, i swore off dating. My heart couldn't take it. Then kaitlin and Brandon broke up. Me and him were talking and he asked me out. I had been crushing on him for awhile but he was kinda off limits. So of course i said yes. that was 4 months ago. We are still going out and we are as happy as anyone could be. But my sister hates our relationship as well as others (not going to name names. :D ) So a word to the wise: Be careful about who you give your heart to. Wait till the right one comes around. i have learned my lesson. All the other relationships: lasted about 2 weeks, but the heart ache: about 1 month. Just be careful.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Art Show: How awkward! :(
So i am back from the art show and Man! Was it awckward.... my dad was taking so so so many pictures of me with my art work and my step mom was wanting to take the class and my mom was mad because she miss placed the memory card for the camera (Kudos to my sister for taking it!) And my future step dad dan was looking around at everthing making comments about my legs.... (Long story... we made sculptors out of tape but we had to tape our own body parts.... my legs and torso and boobs were taped... :D) Anyways, we were like the hicks at a fabulous ball that we were standing out.... it was SO embarrassing.... but to put a god side to it... I GET TO MEET MARY PRATT!!!!!! (This summer that is!) She is a very VERY well known artist who is known for her very good paintings.... and very expensive ones....
But the thing i dislike the most is MY PARENTS! the other thing is, my parents are not supportive of anything i do so its really hard to actually try and do something.. which is hard because then your parents will get mad at you for not doing anything and succeeding.. Arrgg!!
Why does life have to be So complicated?!?!
Im pretty sure that when God made the world, he never intended for us to have disapproving parents, bad grades, not being able to do anything.. etc.. its really difficult, but with God's help we can get through any obstacle thats in the way because God is bigger then any problem you could ever have.
So, im learning to trust God more and more with my life. Giving all of it to him instead of certain parts.
:)
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